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Does Being SIMPLE hurts???

Getting all the 'good positive vibes' is definitely a great start of a week. So I was listening to this song 'Brave' by Sara Bareilles & also after a long time its snowing here and I can see the small balls of ice freely falling down from my window, a beautiful picturesque. Sometimes if you just concentrate on the present moment, it feels so good, peaceful and quite. But why such moments end so fast, cause the moment your mind strays away from the present it again start thinking about the troublesome past and the fearing future. Again your mind awakens you to be prepared for the battle ahead. And the calm present becomes oblivion. I hate this wake up call of the mind, it always forces me to equip myself with a fake armour of endurance. Why I have to fake this endurance armour so much? Why can't this mind leave me alone? It just keep my thoughts wandering from one thing to other. And then I keep thinking to myself am I normal, or does everyone goes through the …

EXPECTATIONS...

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There are days when I am happy and contend,
And there are days when I feel awful and despondent... 

Some days just pass by and some days I try to introspect myself. and as days pass I go through different experiences, meeting new people, knowing more about the behavior of certain people I already know, doing certain mistakes myself and trying to overcome my failures.
But each passing day makes me more and more anxious, am I living my life as it should be? Does God wanted this from me? Or am I just passing my time here.... Cause I see people around me always expecting more than I have already given them. Some people want more favors, some wish more love, some expects me to reach a higher professional level, some expects more time and some even expects to change my certain behavioral traits in order to please them.

So here I am, surrounded by people who are full of loads of expectations from you, never relenting people who never stops expecting from you. Some expect out of love for you a…

A Secret Code: "LOVE"

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There are certain secret codes in life that are not easy to decipher, as these codes keeps on changing depending on the events & situation we face. Sometimes I feel that Life is like a Deep SEA which appears to be different each time I dive into it.The more I try to find the bottom of this sea, the more mysterious it becomes. Its like the more I try to decipher Life's secret codes, the more cryptic they become.
Like Love... I don't think that the secret code for love can ever be deciphered. The code is ever changing. The moment you get hold of it, it completely rearranges itself into an entirely new thing that is different for each & every single person..

I don't know how many of you agree with my above statement but if you do, then love has already shown you its best and its worst form. Its beauty in its best form during the initial stages and as you go along the journey of love, you start realizing the dangers involved with it. Sometimes it hurts, sometime its fu…

MY weird RESOLUTION this YEAR...

Hello everyone... happy new year to all... so once again an another year have just begun and most of us are quite excited about it.. new year, new resolutions, new hopes of getting something we aspire... everything seems to be new.. right? :-)
And this happens to all of us with the start of each new year but how many of us continue with this goodly new feeling throughout the year... for some it could be max 8 months (i am stressing here maximum) and for some it could end just after the new year's party... strange but true...
And yesterday one strange thing happened: I was asked the most cliche question in the world, and it was What's your new year resolution this time? I know you must be asking what so strange about it, the strange thing was not the question but the answer as I went completely blank, I had no answer, I didn't thought about it at all. I always give up my resolutions midway. But the whole day I thought about it and realized that I should not give up like a …